Stacie Mcneal
Oh Momma... why'd you have to go? It wasn't time, I wasn't done with you yet. I still need you. You were so young, I'm still young, my kids are still young. You were my only parent. You did your very best. You did everything and anything you could for me and my family. You loved us so much. You would never let anyone say a bad thing about us. You were our protector and now you are our angel. I'm so afraid I'll forget the way you look and your voice. I'm sorry I wasn't there more. I'm sorry for fighting with you. I'm sorry for the times we wouldn't talk. I wish I could go back and make it better. Momma why'd you have to go?
I remember how hard you worked to make sure I was taken care of. The early mornings to grandma and grandpas because you had to work before the sun came up... or staying the night because you worked nights. You would bring me home Arby's for breakfast before school because it was my favorite. I remember going to Kelches and renting movies (kindergarten cop and the "look who's talking" movies were my favorites) *pretty sure I learned where babies came from by watching that and asking you haha*. I remember you letting me pick out candy and I'd always get the giant pixie sticks... you'd always let me. I remember waking up hungry in the middle of the night and you making me soup or something to eat. I remember our trips to kings island and cedar point. I remember our last dinner together alone and the laughs we had. Our family trips to Myrtle Beach will always be my favorite. You always loved my sarcastic remarks and my work stories. You loved the bantering and bond between Tylar and I. You loved the stories about the kids. You always told me I was too hard on them. You told me all the time how much loved me and I was your whole world, how I saved you. I wish I could have taken your pain away. Momma, I wish I could have saved you. I wish I'd wake up from this nightmare. I'm so sorry. God has you now, he saved you. Fly high Momma. I love you
